Lately, I’ve been thinking. I was starting to accustom myself to my new schedule, which included a whole day of no classes.
Currently, I’ve got 2 pending assignments on my study table. One was from my Integral Calculus class, which my inner voice keeps telling me to “get off the computer chair and do your homework”. Guess what, it’s still nagging me.
My parents continue to encourage me to study hard so that I can fulfill my ambition (Before, it was a dream.) of becoming a successful computer programmer. That encouragement still stands with me today as I struggle to understand problems plagiung me while studying for, let’s say, Calculus. I know Mathematics is not my forte, but if I can’t live through this, my ambition will revert back to a dream, an impossible one at that.
Well, I’ve stopped dreaming when I reached 1st year college. It took me that much time to realize that you can’t live your life fulfilling a dream. You must somehow exert an appreciable amount of effort in order for that dream to become an ambition, and then reality.
Talking myself isn’t helping me much. It just makes my college life more aggraviating. Even now, I’m having difficulty typing this entry as millions of ideas start to flow out at once, too much for my hands to handle. That just exemplifies how much I’ve been babbling to myself, though I accomplish as much task as I can handle.
Well, I’m off now. Got to focus on that Calculus assignment, as well as the new entries to my already frustrating school life: Programmming and Newtonian Physics.
Gotta go! I’ll write to you some other time, OK?
